stardust in my eyes

thx missy ^^.. im mad-ing. heart breaking.... was scolded my mum again. wat happen lately?mum jz get mad easily... isshhh.... luckily...missy u was here to9 listen to me..hope im not annoying. hehe

people...is there any theory saying tat : if u were goin far frm some1,then only u'll b appreciate by some1. eg,u go overseas study..so..ur family will treat u more better as u was far frm them.n so,they'l gv all the best to u.n when u bek,every members of ur family wil treat u superb good.

another theory is : ppl jz get to apreciate some1 after they lost them. eg, a bf lost his gf,then only he noe hw great his gf was. n soOo regret tat didnt treat his gf with all his heart. OR...when u lost some1 u love,for example:if one ur family pass away jz in a sudden.grandpa or grandma..or..mum... or dad... then only u'll feel extremely regret y u didnt treat them good when they r here. is alll these theory true?...plz tell me its not.(bt yea., i noe its 99.99% true in real life) hmm...dunno wat im crapping... jz feel so down afta bein scolded badly by mum..without knowing wats she is mad about.....

anyway... im praying.. praying for uni reopen asap.... i knew u guys wil b telling me i'll miss my hm sumhw. BT.. i jz dowan stay at hm for tis moment.. i nid some space..

im scared...

im scared... i might cant stand with all those scolding tingz anymore
im big...
im big.. enuff to decide wat i wan
im tough..
im tough 2 face all these situation lately,bt stil heart breaking

alrite.. end of craping. ..