Im back! (make sure u are free to read,gonna be long)

Im back! well..well...its been like eon since my last post...im jz busy with finals and holidays.kuakua~~*excuses* i got alots to say...its just alot of things happen lately.yeap~ALOT!
Its new sem! 1st day of class. hmm.....im officially 2nd yrs student now*wink* so-called senior. ha... times flyz and i'd done my 1st yr smoothly(i mean in the way of academic) my uni is the special 1.we got 3semester in a yr.

In 1st sem,i just feel nth lk jz get into a new "sch" perhaps... bt when time comes...at the 2nd and 3rd sem..its the time where i feel new here. where im so wanted to get back home during weekends(is tis called homesick?),..and i have to make new friends here(start from 2nd sem,which most ppl do it on their 1st sem,..hmmm..kaylaHh..im jz isolated myself during 1st sem.ha)..and i learn how to be tolerate with ppl:especially hsmates, where u hv to bare with what they done.alwiz bare in mind tat, what others do hv nth to do with u unless its effect ur life. doncha feel nice quotes?..its quote-d by hsmates.ha..truely agreed!*grin*

i've experienced and i'd learned. mayb u guys might havent met such kind of ppl, bt i'll pray tat u guys wont met any in ur life who will hurt u. Anyhow...i would like to thx everyone...who care for me and who hurt me. for those who care for me...*hugz*hugz*u guys jz been so lovely when i feel down and cheer me up ... and for those who hurt me, thx for making me to be more "jian qiang" and know the world of realistic.

After finals, we got only barely 10day?or 12days of sem break ONLY. its jz so short.sigh~~its lunar 7th month and ppl who hold strong on the taboo, cant go places like "hill" or "sea"...so, end up..we jz hang around kl and bek hmtown. some ppl goin redang..some goin thailand..some going sunway lagoon(which i met them when im on the way bek pg)..everyone have their own plan. but my grp of ppl...maybe..just exhausted after exam?

its a blast when bek penang!huhu~~ yeh~~ outing with buddy, ur life-time-best friends..true friends..or friends..its just sort of "recharge" to me after one whole yr of mess here. im just too tired of being a kind of human that take friendship too seriously.BUT....after all those things that had happen. i got a thought of -friends- are not alwiz be with you forever(excluded 911,hoon...i dun mean u guys har.haha)

hmp~or mayb,i just too early to conclude here?as im just being hre for 1 year. *confuse* watever~ butbutbut...sum ppl here are just backstab u whenever they like. arhH... where can i find true friend here.or im just dreaming of luking for true friends here? sumtimes ppl are just so -fake- (no offence yea) ppl might tink tat im -fake- too.

however, im not. i might be cool or speechless sometimes..or talkative when in a grp of friends
that i feel comfortable to mix with. i act spontaneously, im not talkative all the time or cool. its just the matter of the type of frens i mix with. im sure u guys are the same. so ppl~pls dun backstab me by saying me act cool infront of opposite genders.pls! bt i dun care if any saying bout tis, as im not and i know wat im doing. wohoo~sound lk im emo-ing.ha..

seriously speaking, i gain alot of experience after being for "chun chun" 1 yr. learning diff things frm diff grp of frens. feeling great of that. ^^ like : $$ is $, even a single 10sen u gotta count on ; i do learn some sex education from special "tutorial" frm A fren.ha..u noe im talking bout u.hanging with u for 3days, and my brain wil full of extra "education and knowledge"; another 1thing is i;ve slowly learned to say "NO".ha~~

If u were asking me who is ur good fren in uni?or who u mixing with?... well, im doubt. i dun hv
any best best fren here, bt i take most of my fren here as good fren. As u know, i like to make frens and mix around.. i have 3 closed frens when i came here, bt now 1 is leaving soon, 1 alwiz skip class, and another 1 been mad bout me of skipping class on a period of time last sem(during midterm if im not mistaken) anyhw,...we are "closed" back after all. muackks...love them, who u wont worry if they will backstab u or watever hurt u.

well, this post might sound offensive... but i dun meant so. its just some thoughts of life that i;ve been through. i shall delete the thought of "everyone will be my best fren" from my mind, and save in "best frens are meant to be only a grp of frens".. ahH...sadnya..so, currently i got no best frens in uni here as i keep mixing around. (well,sometimes i thought of ONLY mix in a grp of frens but i jz feel wrong as frens are meant to hv much.ha)alrite,..once again u might say that im such a weirdo. but... that me.who likes to hv more frens... and care bout em'. of cz, not everyone treat me as their bestie or good fren bt nvm,...

as long as ppl dun hurt u, they are stil consider good to u, n care buout u. (my own thoughts)

latest look.but my hair was overal-ly 1inch shorter from the pic(=.=)

holidays post will up soon..

keep on track yea^^ xoxo