Izzit wrong to be friendly?

Im doubt sometimes... if this is what i want. Or can i just leave it and let it be.. let things just happen by itself. I dont know, its just feels so weird that i duno what to do. Im numb. I wish i could just hold on everything and makes things clear enuff and not regret in later time.

Sigh.. what shld i do? mayb just let things be....

Finals coming.... and i should have doing revision, but stil got report to due./dam..

Im just wish to remain at where i stand now. nomore changes please...... but its impossible. Being too friendly will lead to_______________*fill in the blanks* sometimes being friendly is just plainly to be fren. i mean im just plainly just being friendly but not to the extend of anything. i mean it ...... bt being pampered feeling great. im just being selfish...sumone kill me PLEASE~~~

p/s : i wanna listen he play again..... *melted*....