*dont waste time on reading this, its just smth not interesting**
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Well, cant get into sleep lastnite. nervous? maybe. OR its just the matter of i didnt put enough effort on my revision thats why i feel so energetic, which is weird. Notes usually drive me to dreamland..but lastnite, its just feeling so awake. Its getting late and i really have to go to bed. Close my eyes, but the brain stil spinning. So..who should i talk to? Who can i kacau in such late in midnite. ok, its only actually 2am. i tink its stil pretty "early" for those collage student.so...who should i text to.*lights off*... besides the fear of interupt frens, another point is that i duno who to talk to of my nervousness. yeah...im chicken like tat, can?! its just how people will look at you when u told them u are nervous or smth. Are they gonna convice and say good words to you OR they would feel you are just another ppl that dose not prepare well for exam, and so, nervous now. thats what i dowan how others look at me =( Its weird thou i wrote it out here, but its my blog...T_T Its not only best frens reading now, but also other frens reading...or strangers... END UP... i jz text K. glad, K haven slept.. and K's rili got kind of techniques of texting which makes me sleep. hahaha....yeah, tats y i choose to text K. *grin*
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Is not about s-o-r-r-y or saying you are feeling g-u-i-l-t-y. After what had happen... its had already pass. Where are you now? I wanna talk to u. i was doing my revision the other day and do not have a proper chat with u. I know, its already a past. A past that already pass so long and we dont even have a proper way and chance to talk to each other.*sigh* Is that what we have to pay for afterall? or is tat what we use to be. Recalling back... after u left..LDR really killing us. We cant talk to each other as we like... the fastest way to reach each other was sms. nex was waiting the nite come n video talk to each other. the end, we chose to end this way and please do not say sorry anymore. We are just too young to face that *that time* and now, we are happy to be who are now.
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To the younger A, im speechless. We shall stay where we are now.......
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Dont feel like thinking of anything but only my study. Got a feeling of being single is so great. boo/ How can i feel so? somebody pls wake me up. someday..somehow.... i stil need a soulmate. lolx.....
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